tears slip sideways out
down the nose and clog the throat

it's these moments that he brings
they make me feel
like the dysfunctional delinquint
that i strive so not to be

i wanna wake up when I'm not dead

i had a life once
i can remember it
it lasted 27 days and 14 hours

i'm dragged down by those who are near me

nine minutes left

Place determines Mind
Mind determines Reality

shut down like a trapped possum
i waver between
crowded and empty
what the faces represent

what after all
does a dot of ink mean