We Said We Said

What happened to all the things we said?
You asked if I thought it would work.
I said I hope so.
I still hope.

I told you I'd wait for you.
How long will you keep me waiting?
"Will I wait a lonely lifetime,
If you want me to, I will."
Are you worth waiting for?

I don't really know how I feel or what I want,
But I want to be with you.
I want it to work.
And even now my stomach flips over when I see you.

Does it take so much?
Decide what's important.
Make time for the important things.
I make time for you.
Can't you make time for me?

Even if you're busy, so am I.
But isn't that part of the point?
It's a mutual effort.
You said you feel comfortable around me.
Prove it then.

You don't have to dedicate your life to me.
I'm not asking for all day with you.
But small things add up.

So what's going to happen when we go away?
Will I still be waiting for you?
Will we be waiting for each other?

Is it up to me to make a move now?
I don't know what to do.
But here I am being honest, that's all I can do.

I feel like I've been thrown back into the realm of unrequited feelings.
And although that's what I'm used to,
I think I'm ready to move a little out of my comfort zone.
You said you want me to be comfortable,
But I'm more comfortable with you than without you.

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